destiny.

its a bit pissing when you dont perform when it matters. had training yesterday and bloody hell, i was on fire. in contrast to sunday when i was totally blown out. maybe i was too focussed on the score rather than relaxing myself. at least the koach's tips are working. hah. watchout you njc buggers. i wont be so screwed up in july! muahahaha. oops. i forgot all about writing my reflections. hope nobody's going to kill me or something. loll.

ohwell, four days into the hols and i am bloody bored already. the thing i miss the most is hanging out with friends and talking to them. msn doesnt quite make up for it. and worse thing is, i cant really call up my friends for a long chat cause of bungling parents. ): on both sides that is. argh. i should get out more. hah. got movie marathon with some archery buddies on the 6th. 4 movies i think, including some satanic horror-ish movie. and i think there's a campfire on the 7th? i wish somebody would give me more details on that. and yes, i have to go to citylink. i wonder if somebody would care to follow me or something. i have some shopping to do. lol. and i think its about time the brothers gather together for something, like xbox at lot 1? well, until then, i guess i have to work around completing three rather enchanting com games i recently "acquired".

anyways, watched hyperspace with sam neil on discovery channel yest night at 12 midnight.it was really mind boggling. they were apparently talking about the future of mankind when Earth no longer is hospitable to life (cos the Sun is getting hotter and is going to enlarge and explode in a few billion years?). but it was intriguing, the many possible ways how mankind was going to reach the stars and it stirred a train of thought that stretched until 2 am when i finally decided to sleep.

oh yea, really sorry guys for not coming to school at 8:45. i kinda overslept. hee. and happy birthday KK!